silêncio existe?

Ahh acabou a pilha... acabou na hora em que eu menos queria não ouvir nada, nesta cidade que às vezes eu amo, outras quero fugir e não voltar nunca mais.
E a pilha acabou quando eu tinha uns minutos de caminhada e realmente não queria ficar sem ouvir nada. haha e desde quando não se ouve nada ao caminhar por São Paulo?
Besta, eu... tentei ouvir meus pensamentos e lembrei que um professor dizia que a vontade de sempre ouvir música ou ficar com TV ligada é sinal de que não se quer ver/ouvir a realidade. Que realidade? A gente por dentro. os pensamentos, os sentimentos, as feridas, os problemas/soluções... Blérgh, estava com preguiça de pensar.
E o que queria? ouvir pássaros cantarem só pra mim?
Bah, Ana, vai ver se não tem outra coisa pra se preocupar, vai.

Morning Sun
Savatage

When you look at the morning sun
Do you see what I see
Or could I be the only one
Seeing just what I need

I envision a different man
Than the one I've become
Pray the ocean will understand
That my time isn't done

Everyone's leading
But nobody's dancing
You stand on the stage
Just to turn all alone

I have waited this way
For a lifetime of days

I can't wait for the morning sun
As I stand with the sea
And the ocean she understands
Just the man I could be

Somewhere else there's a different world
With a sun that will rise
And a moon that will take its place
In another man's eyes

And perhaps it's a better world
Than the one that I see
Or if better for no one else
Perhaps better for me

Here in the dark where the sky shows its graces
Revealing each star while the moon plays the fool
Saying how it must be while the night disagrees

I can't wait for the morning sun
As I stand with the sea
And the ocean she understands
Just the man I could be

No, no, time doesn't wait for you
No, no, leave it alone
No, no, your days are far too few

This thing I have always known
When your time is up it’s true
They never give another day to you
When your time is up it’s through
No one cares how
Can't keep it
Can't save it
Can't take it away with you
So I say we use it now